Chapter 9

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"ma3lena elmohm omk tbek tklmha shes really worried"

" LA TGOULEN 3LMTEHA?" ahmed sounded really angry ma3rft akthb w agoula that she called asking about you wlaa just tell him the truth!

Lama: Im sorry ahmed

I've decided to not lie, lying is not a good never was.

Ahmed: WHY DID YOU DO THAT LAMA MEN SAMA7LK! 

I felt like somebody's stabbing me. ahmed never screamed or said words made me feel like im nothing.. y3ni i did this for his own good lesh y9r5 w ygouli ketha!

Lama: Ah..ahmed Im sorry

I stuttered with disappointment in my eyes. i was scared that the real ahmed just showed up. I crossed my hands that he'll calm down return like normal

okay im maybe being such a drama queen bs ahmed never treated me that way! 

Lama: but shes your mother! laha 7g t3rf tr'6a your son y9erla shay w mat3rf?? what if she called your phone and nobody answered, ketha wla ketha kan lazm tgoulha y3ni your watch is stolen and your wallet eli feha kl flosk, credit, ID's!

and i turned my head walking towards the door

Ahmed: Lamaa! Im really soooorry wallah i didnt mean to scream at you wla agoulk ketha you're totally right w you have every right to be mad at me.

I walked back and gave him my phone silently without even telling him to call his mother.

he took the phone dialed his mother number and called her

Ahmed:Youma wallah mafeni ela el3afya shoufeni aklmk la tbkeen ja3lni ma athoug 7znnkk wla abkeeek j3l youmi gbl youmk...

he was so cute! i started to tear up. ya j3li ana ma thog 7znk ya ahmed

he talked to his mother w promised her to talk to her almost everyday and buy him a phone as soon as possible.

he handed me my phone. 

Ahmed: she wants to talk to you.

Lama: Hala 5alti shd3wa ya 5alti la tw9een 7ree9.. maswet shay ya 5alti hatha 7g w wajb enshallah.. enshallah.. allah ysalmha w salmeli 3la elbnat yasmeen w juju.. yallah ma3 elslama

yasmeen w juju a5wat ahmed incase you are wondering

awl maskrt 3la 6wl i turned my face and walked out the door

Ahmed: You are leaving me alone?

Lama: you seem like tired so mabi at3bk

I lied and it was too obvious eni t'6aygt bs ma agdr aslm nfsi ketha i always had this thing a5bi za3li act like everything is great.

bs he could see it the disappointment in my face, eyes, and voice.

Ahmed: 7beebti la ttrkeeni even if im tired i dont want you to leave me ill get more tired without you.. please stay! i miss you so much 

I faked smile. Im tired im so tired thinking about ahmed im tired about having too many emotions going on. Im tired mentally and physically i havent eaten in 2 days now. barely not even a bread.

Ahmed: Yallah lama i apologized and you can blame it on me im an asshole a3rf! just dont leave me.

 

his voice sounded weird like he was trying to make the words come out. and I could see his tear trying to hold it

and I couldnt just walk away.. ill get even more tired.

he moved shwaya 3shan y5li fe space ly in his bed

Lama: no way! im not laying next to you

Ahmed: come wela bgoum w as7bk yallah 3ad i miss you cant i have my fiancee laying next to me

Lama: when im really your fiancee yseer 5aair

Ahmed: I cant wait to marry you 

I blushed

Ahmed: Lama you're pale. wsh feek?

Lama: Nothing

Ahmed: keef nothing! you look like your sick and haven't slept for days

Lama: tagreban i didnt so yeah

Ahmed: Laishh matnameeen enshallah!!!?

Lama: I couldn't 

Ahmed: w laish!!!

Lama: Projects and you.. ma al7g

Ahmed: w akeed ma aklti shay:)??

Lama: ee 

playing with my hair trying to not look at him

Ahmed: Majnooona enty? tbeen tmouteen 97? w tbeeni amout warak?

Lama: bsmellah 3leek ahmed

Ahmed: abek taklen el7en gdami! w tnameeen wla wallah la az3l w ill do worse"

Lama: bs I dont feel like eating:( 

Ahmed: okay 

and he tried getting up

Lama: what are you doing? are you insane?

Ahmed: ee just like you brou7 ajeb lk akl w aklk '3a9bn 3nk

Lama: 5la9 5la9 Ill go get me coffee tbi?

Ahmed: COFFEE REALLY? that will only make you worse go eat shay mufeed w heavy yallah 7beebti i want my wife be the healthiest, tjeb bnat healthy b3d

Lama: fine.. bye

Ahmed: I love you w tjeebi elakl hena ashofk gdami

and i closed the door leaving to the cafeteria.. i got 2 salad and an apple w coffee ofcorse even though its not a good combo bs its a must I went back to ahmed's 

I gave him his salad and apple.

and I ate 1/4 it wasn't delicious, only calories wasted.

and i start drinking my coffee while complaining to ahmed about my project..

Ahmed: are you drinking coffee?

Lama: ummm maybe 

trying to hide it

Ahmed: Yallah you are a coffee addict etrki now 

Lama: why?

Ahmed: 3shan mar7 y5aleek tnamen w 3shan bz3al kaman! 

Lama: I trulyyyy hate youuu

w rmeta 

Ahmed: I loooooveeee youuuuuu

and he was laughing

Lama: shut up its not funny

Ahmed: e3trfi 56eebti you love me?

Lama: okay maybe little..

Ahmed: laa alot

Lama: laa 3nad little

Ahmed: mu 3la kaifk ya 7yati enty.. yallah abek you go back home rest, nami w erta7i 

Lama: okay yallah bye

Ahmed: Lama

I turned around

and he staired at me quietly for a minute

and I laughed "What ahmed"

Ahmed: You are beautiful I love you

Lama: Thank you 

I blushed

Allah y'3frli kthr ma i blushed seriously

and I went back home and slept like a baby..