Chapter 11

Finally december is here! I can't wait to get back home! I never thought id miss riyadh this much. 

Lama: Did you check our flight meta

Ahmed: ee elsa3a 8 el9ba7 jahzti your things?

Lama: uf mra badri ee jahzt everything i can't wait

Ahmed: I can't wait either 

Lama: are you coming to riyadh? Im going to miss you

I really wanted the answer but i also wanted to know if he still remembers that he promised me gala el5e6ba

Ahmed: Laa i barely have time to spend with parents and friends

my face glb, i gave him a big disappointment sigh.

Lama: Oh well:(

he came closer and side hugged me

Ahmed: hey lama min jdk t7sbeni bs7b wla nseti eni jay a56bk?

I relieved a big breathe 

Lama: I thought so el7amdellaaahh!

Ahmed: Hey.. wsh t7sbeni hal gd ana 7ywan?

Lama: Laa 6ab3an!! I know you are not wla kan shft shay thani

Ahmed; I thought so b3d

I laughed la2na kan ygldni 

Lama: t6aaanz /:)

Ahmed: a7bk wallah

w t3rfoun lamn a7d ymsk the tip of your nose teasing you and he laughed

Lama: akrhk 

7awlt a6wl nfsi w i did the same to him 

 Ahmed: e7lfi 

Lama: wa..llah a7bk

Ahmed: I know you do 

So the next morning ahmed came to pick me up w ra7na sawa elm6ar since our flight is the same.

Lama: jo3ana!!!! akrhk ma5leetni af6r ka2nk baba t6l3ni elm6ar gblha b 5 sa3at:)

Ahmed: wsh eli 5 sa3at els3a 6 7beebti

Lama: whatever lsa malget ela hathi elflight

Ahmed: tra bg6k eg3di dawree lk flight 

Lama: ahmeeed amzaaa7 ufff why so serious

Ahmed: asthbl m3ak enty ag6 nfsi wla ag6k

Lama: yallah g6 nfsk

Ahmed: mash elwa7d ygoul 3l agl ya3ni agl shay shukran a7bk bosa?

Lama: gleel adb hatha bosa ajal

Ahmed: laa etha 56eebti mafeha shay yallah 

w grb his cheeks

Lama: okay why not

and i gave him a fist bump and i forgot that i was wearing a ring with a harsh edge 

Ahmed: ouchhhh wsh thaa???

w 9ar ketha zay elshga

Lama: Omg I'm really sorryyyyy nseeeet eni laabsa 5atm

Ahmed: mayswa 3lay shukran mara :)

Lama: ahmedd zaa3lt? wallah makan ga9di

Ahmed: ee za3lt

Lama: sorry yallah i apologized twice

Ahmed: goli shloun ara'6eek

Lama: shloun ara'6eek ya b3d galbi

Ahmed: kiss me

Lama: ya allah 3lena, another option law sm7t

Ahmed: kiss meee

Lama: 6yyb 6yb 5la9 la t39b 

Kissing him was like standing on the edge of the world. It was like all my best memories rolled into one. Like i was on cloud 9. 

Lama: you happy

i laughed

Ahmed: 6aaaayr min elfaaaar7a the happiest man on earth

wa9lna elm6ar 

Ahmed: 7bebti rou7i koli la y'3ma 3lek 3lena 

Lama: t5af 3lay?

Ahmed: laa men gal bs mabek t7nen w tgoulen ana elsba

Lama: gosh you never let go of you ego ha?

Ahmed: I got a big ego, such a huge ego but she love my big ego

he winked at me singing beyonce's song

Lama: a3 shut up 5rbt abu el7an ill go do you want something?

Ahmed: orange and french toast

so ahmed checked us in and we stayed to eat our breakfast w d5lna 3la 6oul they called our flight so we went to our gate.

we went running 3shan we are late, 6ab3n I'm always late nothing new ahmed held my hand 3shani "barda w sul7afa" 3la goulta we sa7bni

Lama: can we stop I'm running out of breath off

Ahmed: dala3

Lama: I can't w wagft 

and he tried to pull me fa he did something else,

Ahmed: i have no choice

w shalni w he ran 

Lama: hes kidnapping me help help

and i laughed

Ahmed: shh or ill kill ya

Lama: Oh god help me you fuckin kidnappe.. t5si la t3esh eldor nazlni 

Ahmed: 5la9 a9ln wa9lna 

Lama: okay kefk mu ana eli bt3b

Ahmed: t3bk ra7a 

Lama: stop it and i covered my face b his chest

Ahmed: tst7..

A guy: AHMED!

ahmed 3la 6wl nzl yda i was going to fall on my face el7amdellah i was holding to his neck

Lama: heyy ouchh esh fyy

The thing is i didn't see the guy ahmed ashrli b his eyes "oh" i whispered

Ahmed: Hala wallah mit3b!

I didn't know what to do, do i walk away or what? I think i should walk away acting like i don't know ahmed or something… that won't work? yeah i realized that bs t3rfoun a3zz elnafsi "mashafni" "men gal eni a3rf ahmed" "Im not lama Im a british girl" hahaha.

Ahmed: yallah!!! wsh hal fsheela allah ystr tha f'6e7a

Lama: allah ystr w hey tra knt b6e7 3la wajhi shukran

Ahmed: sorry about that are you okay?

Lama: Im good

Ahmed: kways 

and he got closer, staring at my eyes shifting his gaze between my eyes and lips.

Lama: ahmed we are in public!! and in front of our gate!!!

obviously kla s3oudyen its vacation everyone going back to their country fa kan mlyan

and he jumped awl mastw3b i laughed at him la2na kan mra mbayn w his jump was priceless! honestly mahma swa he'll make me laugh no matter what 7ta law he crossed the line and i don't know why!!! 

saudis were giving us the 'judging you' stare. bs you know what? fuck what ever they think he's my fiance and I'm his fiancee. 

I thanked god ahmed didn't do anything stupid until bl6yara 5rbha

He was seated in front of me y3ni ana magblta bs fi zay 7ajz bs mu mra tfrg bs lazm aflam ahmed.

Ahmed: hey lama i can't talk to you wla see you you're far away

Lama: haw ya 3yar you're so close w you can so shut up

Ahmed: i want you to be closer!

Lama: klha 6 sa3at

Ahmed: 6 sa3at w b3den brj3 3la ba7rain w enty riyadh!

and he got up and sat in front of me 3lar'6 the man next to us was staring

Lama: fashltnaaa

Ahmed: wsh aswy mu byadi i can't 

And we talked bs not much as we stared at each other. t3rfoun lamn tg3doun m3 a7d lazm ykoun fe swalf ana w ahmed etha ma3ndna swalf we just stare at each other and believe me its way better than talking.

Air hostess: Excuse me sir but you can't sit here

Ahmed: I know I'm sorry but look at her how can anyone take off his eyes on her

I blushed my face turned into a cherry. 

Air hostess: yeah nobody can blame you she is beautiful but I'm sorry thats the rules I can help you with changing your seat next to her if you want to?

Ahmed: I already set next to her, right in front of her as you can see.

Air hostess: then thats great why did you change you can see her very clearly and chat with her also

Lama: I told you so ahmed.

They both laughed and ahmed returned to his seat bs lsa bthr.

Lama: I wanna sleep ahmed goodnight

Ahmed: 6yb goodnight:( i love you

Lama: I love you too

Ahmed arrived to bahrain and I got into other airplane to riyadh.

I arrived to riyadh went home 

Najla and nasser my younger sister and brother came running hugging me kl wa7d mtmsk brjl

Najla: Lamaaaaa lama lamaaaa I miss youu don't leave again 

Najla is 7, and nasser is 8

Lama: 7beeebty najlaa i miss you moree jabtlk gifts 

Nasser: w anaa?

Lama: akeed jbtlk awl wa7d enta

giving them both kisses

Lama: wen baba?

nasser and najla took me to baba

Baba: Halaa fbnti elmuhandsa hala f dlou3t aboha wa7shteeena wallaah

Lama: Wa7shtoooni klkooom mra akthr

and i hugged him

we went home a5eern i missed mom i can't wait to see her w a5oy abdullah w anoud my bestfriend, i missed riyadh w shwar3ha elza7ma eli t5aleeki you wanna pull your hair out. I miss my home every corner and my rooom ah my comfy bed!

I went back w slot 3lehum klhum hugged them and cried my eyes out they made me surprise, kl my family mawjoda w my bestie 3noud and they also brought me a cake how cute are they!!!

Lama: Anoud btnamen 3ndi 97?

Anoud: wdk?

Lama: akeeed wdiii abi ajls m3ak yallah al7g agoulk swalf

Anoud: 7ta ana!!! dgega bdg 3la 3ziz 

her fiancé eli b3d km youm they'll get married, she didn't ask her mom 3shan anoud awl kant tnam 3ndi esbou3 so mabena..

Anoud: 3aziz r'6aa

Lama: WANASA!!!!! 

w we talked ana w anoud i told her every single thing i did with ahmed she told me all about her fiancé 3ziz, Im so glad i catched up with my best friend!

Im going to skip the next two days.

Ahmed came 3lm'3rb w he'll propose rasmi/shar3i bukra I couldn't believe it a7s eni g3d a7lm min jd! i wasn't expecting me, us getting married Im so not the type that wants to get married bs now I CANT WAIT IM DYING!

I was at centria, eating at my favorite restaurant gosh how much i miss it Lusin.

My phone rang and I picked it up and it was ahmed

Lama: el7amdellah 3la elslama 7beebyy nawraaatt

Ahmed: allah ysalmk ya galbi mnawraa fahlhaa!

Lama: Kaif el6reg

Ahmed: mut3b bs el7amdellah ya3ni waink enty now

Lama: b centria at3sha w ent

Ahmed: ana wya talal 9a7bi bTao esm3i b3d mat5l9een amrk arj3k w asolf m3ak?

Lama: Laa mala da3i ent tawk mask 56 aked t3ban

Ahmed: km mra agoulk t3bk ra7a a9ln ana min awl ma ashoufk y6eer kl elt3b

Lama: umm bs a5aaf

Ahmed: t5afeen min wshu?

Lama: madri we are in riyadh its different hay2a, a7d yshofna, ahli y3rfoun

Ahmed: t3rfeen esh y3ni bukra btsren 56ebti shar3aan maygdroun ygoulon shay w etha mskona wshu 3adi matfrg byzwjona ill have you faster b3d a7la

Lama: Ahmeeed

Ahmed: yallah ya 3umri ya rou7i tkfen wa7shteeni gd elkoon!!

Lama: 6yb meta 7at5l9?

Ahmed: meta matbeen?

Lama: ana n9 s3a w a5l9

Ahmed: ajal ba6l3 al7en t3rfen elz7ma 7gtkum eli tlw3 elkbd

Lama: ee 3shan ketha mawdi tt3b 7alk w tlw3 kbdk=))

Ahmed: l3younk 3adi!

ahmed picked me up w g3dna nsoulf bl6reg ketha for 30 minutes w9lt elbet I gave him a kiss and thanked him for the roses he brought for me 

awl manzlt my phone rang it was ahmed est'3rbt glt yemken nasya shay

Lama: Halaa

Ahmed: 5lek m3ay bl56 abi asm3 9outk

w jatla thek el9r5aa mayswa 3leh elmsken

Lama: AHMED MIN JDK W ENTA G3DA TSWG ESH TBI YSEERLK 7ADTH BSMELLAH 3LEK ETRK ELJWAL NO TEXTING NO PHONE CALL SAM3

ahmed: allah allah hadi 7bee--- 6oooo6 6ooo6 6oo6

Lama: Ahmed?