Chapter 17

So when he said like that i laughed stared at his eyes and he got closer and closer until their were only nug6a between us… you see the thing is his eyes. i can't keep my eyes of them. its like there's a gravity between our eyes. I tried i tried but i couldn't resist...

IM TOTALLY REGRETING THIS.

When he closed his eyes getting more closer i can feel his breath against my skin I quickly turned my face to the other side rejecting his kiss.

OMG! what did just happen he wanted to kiss me when we are not even together he knows how much i loved ahmed that means one thing; hes messing around with me, he thinks im a toy!

Cause apparently saudi guys think that if you've been inlove before or if you are doing things with any guy lw 7ta your lover you're a slut and you'll do that again and you have no limits and that just "t5aluf".

Lama: FAISAL!

i sounded very angry

Faisal: ana asf lama wallah asf mkan g9di

he was stepping back len the door w i can hear him saying shit shit while getting out of the room.

Faisal's P.O.V:

Her eyes they're the most beautiful eyes ive ever seen. her lips makes me so weak I couldn't resist them i get closer and closer couldn't control myself eli yshoufni ygoul ms7our..

my wish will finally come true.

and bam i felt a hard slap on my face.

SHIT SHIT WHAT HAVE I DONE!

wake up faisal thats not one of your hoes who come and go, this is an angel, a broken one. 

You cant broke her more than shes broken ana lazm ab3d 3nha ill probably hurt like every girl. 

and because I love her i'll let her go. its for the best I need to get out of her life before its too late.

back to lama.

I kept overthinking about faisal hes a good guy he stayed with me all night ams he wanted the best for me I dont think hes one of the bad boys eli they broke girls heart and just disappear like that.

am i lying to myself? Im falling for faisal.

I think i need to talk to my best friend but after I get out from the hospital which is in 2 hours, finally i hate hospitals.

6ab3an the doctor gave me a lecture and i promised him to not force myself to get the food out of my system

Lama: anoudaa are you free?

Anoud: no im expensive babe

Lama:wa7shtni m9aaltk e3gly bs mak2nk tzwjti=))

Anoud: sooo thab7toni w etha mtzwja mub lazm a3gl uf a7b m9alti w zwjy y7bha shd5lk

Lama: 5la9 youma yal bzr=)) elzbdah skype?

Anoud: yallah dgega ad5l

so i opened skype w i talked to anoud gltlha about everything

Anoud: ela meta anoud ela meta? bajy aklk shkli maynf3 ketha

Lama: ma3lena anoud nrj3 elmw'6ou3 faisal

Anoud: esma faisal elwshu?

Lama: Faisal AlXX

Anoud: omg 3arftaaa

Lama: shloun t3rfeena? lesh ma3rfa ana wyak n3rf nfs elnas!!

Anoud: lama hatha a5uu leenaa!!

Lama: leena meen? 

Anoud: leena elXX kant m3na bljam3yaa 3rfteha? ysmonha meryam fares 3shan jsmha w sh3rha kubrna

Lama: ohh eee leeena 3rftha 3rftha shdrak enha e5ta?

Anoud: la2na elbnat kanu y7shoun fehh thek elmraa w ygloun swaleefa w galu ena a5u leena

Lama: fe swaleef mashallah?

Anoud: eeh lama!! entabhi athkr kanu ygoloun yswi kl shay w yklm n9 elriyadh

Lama: esh y3ni kl shay?

Anoud: y3ni may5af rba yshrb w yd5n..

Lama: youmaaa

anoud: ee b3di 3na lama elzbdaa ana lazm arou7 elmstshfa al7een

Lama: lesh shfeek salmat?

anoud: guess what? 

and her cheeks turned to redd.

Lama: OMG! You are pregnant??

Anoud: shhh la t3lmeen a7d mu akeed this appointment bt2kd w agoulk

Lama: omg yaaay im so haaappy for youuu gaalbi i cant wait enshallah yaarb

So i dont know why ma9dgt klam anoud ofcorse anoud wont lie ana ag9d elbnat eli galoolha w e5ta mra mu7trma madri bs mad5lt bmu5i maybe cause i dont want to believe what ive just heard? uf madri lets just wait for a prove.

So a week passed nothing happen I saw him twice w he walked like he doesnt know me its like i dont exist. the pain is getting back, great just when I got better 97?!

I dont know all this is happening to me? yaleetni majeet adrs hena l3nt abu elyoum eli jet hena feh kla drama and Im so lonely!!! bs I could never deny the fact that london jam3tni m3 the love of my life.. ahmed.

I havent smoke for the past 2 days bs now i could really use one. I need one. bs I stayed strong and just slept the pain away...

a week later 

Sara: SUPERISE!

Lama: OMG YOU ARE HERE!

fj2a sara showed up at my door

sara is a close friend back in riyadh.

we hugged each other so tight, shes sleeping here in my apartment for the next week, I got a feeling that itll be a fun week!! sara min elnou3 eljree2 w shes so funny w she likes to have fun b'ay 6rega.

Sara: esm3i I booked 7g tonight lnovikov w fi thnen min 9degati jayen b3rfk 3lehum they live here mra 7lelat btsanen m3hum

Lama: ee okay kuways cause im dying min el6fsh hena ma3rf wla a7d

Sara: min jdk 9arlk semester kaml wla t3rfeen a7d?

Lama: ee bs 3ndi british friends mafi a7d m3ay 3arbi b my classes, y3ni fi bs 3yal mub bnat you know

Sara: yallah shloun 3aysha a7s 6fsh mra mat6l3en y3ni?

Lama: ela my cousins b paris fa ben ftra w fatra yjoun w blejazat daym fi 9degati blondon

Sara: 5la9 by3jbounk elbnat they're cousins w mra 6aybat