Wednesday, October 30, 2013

Chapter 7

"LAMA" anoud my best friend texted me.

anoud and I didn't talk for long time now, because all of the college projects, and ahmed.. she was also busy with her wedding which will be on december when i go back to riyadh.

"Sami"

"OPEN SKYPE NOW SOS"

I kinda got worried 3la 6wl i went online

"Shfeek anoud" i said

anoud looked angry w mt'6ayga

"lama mu 3ajbni eli g3d tsweena"

I got more worried, eli g3d asweh? what am i doing b'6b6

"Esh ely g3d asweeeh?" 

"Ahmed w enty, kla klam g3d y6l3 3nk lama!"

"Wsh elklaam 6yb?"

"Enk daym 24/7 ttmsheen m3ah gdam elnas w someone told my friend shafok w enty w hww.." she didn't continue the sentence. "bs 6b3n ana ma9dgt" she said

"Anoud shafooni w ana esh? tklmi?"

"have you ever did something with ahmed? y3ni you know"

"you mean hugged him wela kissed him??"

"Yes!" she said

"6B3N LAA ANOUD WSH HAL KLAM T3RFENI I WONT EVER DO THAT! ahmed is very generous he won't ever touch me."

its true what i said to her, i knew ahmed for too long now its been 5 months aw akthr i spent every minute with him but he never touched me, didn't even try. he does flirt, tease me but he didn't and won't ever touch me.

"eee lama esh fek gltlk ma9dgt bs jet agoulk 3shan t3rfeen mujtm3na don't hang out with him in public!"

"5la9 i won't ya allah 3la 6oul ma slamna min lsan hal nas 7ta w e7na b3deen 3nhoum, elmuhm anouda meen eli galtlk elw95a"

"wa7da galt el9degti m3ay blclass mat3rfena w mala da3i mshakl"

"anoud hathi sum3a! lazm tgouleli"

and she told me the name. i didn't think of anything to do yet anoud galtli don't do anything a7sn  3shan ma tkbr w yntshr elklam asr3.

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Incoming call: ahmed

to tell him or not?

"Hey baby" ahmed said

"Hi"

"Whatcha doing?" he asked

"i was skyping with 3noud"

"oh g63tkom wela 5rbt 3lekom?"

"Laa la skrt minha gabl 5 minutes a9ln"

"kuways 6yb shrayk n6l3?"

"hmm wain?"

"wain matbeen 7beebti"

"mabi nas allah y5aleek!"

"Movie and pizza?" he asked

"ee 3ndi?"

"5la9 okay 10 minutes"

"okay ill be waiting"

few minutes ahmed came we went down, fi next to us movie rent store w dominz pizza 

"The heat?" ahmed asked

"watched it" i said

"um we're the millers?" he said

"but i don't feel like laughing?" giving him a sad frown.

"whats wrong babe cheer up yallah smile" and he did some moves to make me laugh 

"can we watch the notebook please!!!!"

"if thats what you want, sure"

we took our pizza and the notebook and went back to my apartment on our way i told ahmed the rumors that anoud told me.

"So i don't think its a good idea to hang out in public b amakn feha s3oodyen" I said

"bs lama you know i will marry you, you are my wife!"

I looked down, looked like i ran out of words "I know ahmed bs.. people don't know that and we are not officially engaged! y3ni esh y'6man li"

"Esh y'6man lk? I called my mother gdamk! t7sben i would lie to you" he seemed really angry

"I know bs elmeta ahmed elmeta?" I asked angrily 

"law tbeen now then yallah lets book the nearest flight to riyadh w ajy atgdmlk"

"No we can't leave now shrayk on december, ejazat christmas w ana a9ln brj3 3shan 3rs 3noud"

"5la9 on december, I can't wait!!!"

"I can't wait too!" i've never felt this happy before and i know on that day i know ill feel more than this.

we ate pizza while watching when the movie finished i cried a river left 3la ahmed lgeta naym -_-

"AHMED" and i was sobbing

"shfeeeek whats wrong why are you crying lama?" gam mafjou3 ma aloma bs his reaction kant tf6s '67k

I laughed for minutes and he gave me the silly look.

"Its no..nothing its just that they died" and i gave him a sad face

"who died???" he asked 

"ali and noah"

he grabbed a pillow w rmaha 3lay

"YA 5RA YOU SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME A7SB FEK SHAY WLA A7D MAT"

"I love you" i laughed 

"I love you more ya 5ra" and he took the pillow again w rmaha 3lay.

"its getting late yallah brj3 goodnight, sleep tight" ahmed said

"you are leaving:(" i asked

"ee 7beebti I've got an essay maktbta w its 11 already"

"okay bye"

"ill miss you" 

and he looked at my eyes the way noah looked at ali

"ill miss you too" hiding half of my face behind the door.

"bye" he waved

"byeee"

and he walked downstairs.

the next day i woke up with no text from him thats weird and his last seen was 10:30 which made me more worried.

"Ahmeddd"

their was only one check that means mayw9la

I went to call his apartment no one answered
 i had to go check on him in his apartment because i was getting really curious!

I knocked the door and knocked no one answered.

ahmed always had an extra keys hid under his matte.

i got the extra key from down the matte and opened the door.

I've found ahmed laying on the floor 3la 6wl next to the door, with bruises and blood all over his face and body


"AHMED AHMED" my tears started to drawn like never before

Saturday, October 26, 2013

Chapter 6

I swear I cant take another minute of this class, the professor never stoped nagging 5la9 y3ni shut the fuck up already tnfs 3lagl!!! min jd y3ni everytime I enter this class nfseti tw9l len el9fr.

"Hey beautiful" Ahmed texted me.

He always make my day.

"Hey" I texted him back

"Are you in class?"

"Yup"

"Ajal entabhi yallah etrki jwalk ma ash'3lk bye"

"No ahmed please dont leave im dying min el6fsh entertain me"

"b6gk wsh eli entertain me w enty blclass"

"wow. class. fun. i dont need any entertainment."

"6yb Lamoyti what do you have after this class?"

"Break!!!"

"Good see you at the cafeteria?" 

"Okay sure"

5 minutes later the class was finished I went to the cafeteria, saw ahmed he was busy on a phone call so i decided to get me sandwich

I got my sandwich and he was still on his phone he waved to me to make sure i saw him.

"Ee ana al7en wya 7beebt 3umri 56eebti tben tklmenha?"

My jaw dropped to the floor, who the hell is he talking to w 3ni b3d:( w obviously she was a girl la2na gal 'tben' and ofcorse I blushed a little but I gave him a 'wtf' look.

"7beebti 5thi" He handed me his phone.

Ashrtla silently with my hands NO!! 

he whispered "take"

I whispered "whooo"

"elwalda" and he winked.

"Are you fucking crazy" I whispered again.

I mean we're not officially engaged! his mother only knows that we're friends nothing less nothing more yfshl mraa law 3rft.

"btklmen wela bgoulha esmk w enk matben tklmenha" He asked me, knowing that ill give up.

"Ahleen 5alti" I said shyly 

kan wdi elar'6 tnshg w tbl3ni

"Lamooya?" 

"Ewa" I giggled shyly.


"Halaaa 7beeeebti 6al3ti enty elahmed bs ytklm 3nha w 56ebti 56ebti ya 7'6a ahmed feki wallah"

"Allah ysalmk 5alti" I DIDNT KNOW WHAT ELSE I COULD SAY

"Ewa w kaifk ya 7lwa?"

"el7amdellah w enty ya 5alti"

"el7amdellah wallah lkom wa7sha"

"7ta ento wallah"

"tdren 3ad ams ana w omk ngrr njeekom?"

"9DG?? t3aalu wallah btnwroona w btgroun 3youna!"

"Enshallah elsh'hr eljay"

"enshallah"

"yallah 7beebti ma a6wl 3leekom aked entu el7en bljam3a yallah m3slama"

"ee wallah, m3 elslama"
w she hung up. 

w g3dt a'6rb ahmed len ma gal bs! I truly hate him

"Ya 7yawan ma a9dg enk swet ketha" hitting him harder and harder

"wsh feek 3lmt omi 3n 56ebti wen elmushkellah?"

"Laa ahmed uf a7s omk el7en bt7sni.." I couldnt continue the sentence 

"Esh t7sbk esh!!! awl shay enty t3rfen kef omi t3zk w hy daym a9ln tgouli shrayk feha w tmd7 fek w b3den greb wla b3ed bgoulha"

I laughed shyly. his mother is very cute and hes cuter!!

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ahmed and I we were walking through Selfridges w mrena 3nd elkids section more like the babies section. their were lots of kids and cute mini clothes.

I stopped and stared while holding a cute pink dress. 

"Isn't this cutest?" I asked ahmed with my eyes full of tears.

I really like kids and babies fa mra 6be3i i tear up

"I wonder our first baby esh bekoun? w esh esma" Ahmed said.

"Hmm abi my first baby tkoun a girl, w esmha lilly" I said

"wshu lilly?" he couldnt stop laughing

"hey la t6nz"

"Oh min jdk?" w g3d y7awl ymsk '67kta

"ee ahmed ajal lesh bamz7"

"Lilly" and he laughed harder this time

I gave him a 5aza.

"laykon kl ma jet tnadeha bt'67k ketha?"

he tried to control his laugh again, he looked ridiculous!
"Laa i promise you mar7 a'67k bs ya wailk tsmen our next baby jessica wela fredd"

I laughed even though mfrou'6 i get annoyed.

bs when it comes to ahmed enything everything he says makes me laugh! 

Ahmed took the mini cutie dress to the cashier 

"omg is your sister pregnant?" I asked

"No"

"then why are you buying the dress?"

"for our baby?" 

"you are, crazy and i adore that!"

"and you are fucking beautiful and I worship that?"

I laughed shyly.

 i loved the idea i know its crazy bs hey thats so romantic y3ni when i bring my baby ill tell her the story of the dress. bs elmushkellah the dress costed alot, what if i lost it or my baby turned out chubby and couldnt fit her. and with all those thoughts i thought of my i mean our baby imaging her wearing this pretty in pink dress with ahmed and I next to her!:')

I love ahmed so much im absolutely nothing without him, he makes my day my month and he surely made my year!


Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Chapter 5

He pulled a box out of his pocket and he got on his knee, people were all watching and staring.
I felt like i wanted to scream. Im too young to get married or engaged but i love him i would totally say yes but not now.
My hands were on my mouth I looked shocked didnt expect that

"Lama I love you so much I wanna be with you forever enty elwa7eda eli d5lti glbi I think of you every goddamn minute, every second. You're so beautiful abi 3yali y6l3oun 3lek w ytrboun zay trbetk a7sn trbya and I know you probably think that you are too young mabi ast3jl bs this ring is a promise bje youm min elayam w blbsk dbla 7gegya and you'll be my one and only wife"

I was speechless I couldn't say any word I just blushed didnt say a word.

"Is it a yes? its just a promise yallah say yes"

and I have no idea why people were screaming yes yes yes! its not engagement ring shfeehum t7msoo.

"YES" I said

and he held my hands and placed the love diamond ring on my ring finger which is next to the pinky.

My eyes teared and I tried to held it.

"are you crying" Ahmed said.

"No its just happy tears"

"Im so lucky you know"

"Really?"

"Ee wallah! Ive got the most pretty women m7joza ly"

"Im lucky too"

"I LOVE YOU" he screamed out loud

"Stop it people are staring" I laughed.

"who cares 5li kl a7d y3rf"

and i got back home got myself plenty of sleep for tonights concert.

"Uf ahmed I dont know what to wear" On a second thought I picked up a skirt and a cut sleeved tshirt.

"So what do you think?" I asked ahmed

"You look amazing! but the skirt is too short you're not wearing that kla drunk people and wear jacket you're gonna get cold" He said

so aywa min bdayt'ha ketha. i dont like that kind of people yt7kmoun feni im such a stubborn person ill probably wear it

"Shd3wa its a concert w mafi khaljyeen y3ni"

"Laa kl a97abi fi and they'll probably..." he didnt continue

"They'll probably..?" I asked with raised eyebrows

"Nevermind just change"

"No I wont and we're gonna get late yallah lets go"

"Bra7tk" He sounded like he didnt mean it.

once we got to the concert waiting in the que, ahmed's friends came they were group of girls and boys.

"Halaaa Blgaaa63" one of the guys said

"Wen eli enshallah mar7 ag63" Anoud the kuwaiti girl i met in hyde park said.

"Wallah m3lesh ensh'3lt m3 eljam3a" He said. he obviously spent all day with me thats why.

"Jam3a welaa" other guy said while playing with my hair

I looked so scared I held ahmeds hand tighter and tighter Ahmed realized what the guy did
and held his hand pushing him away from me.

"Abdullah wa5r 3n elbnt w e7trm nfsk"

"Wshu nsena ma klena ya ahmed" The guy said

"Shg3d tgoul ent" Ahmed said

"3rfna zay ma3rfnak 5li y6l3 mnk shay"

3rfna zay m3rfnak? does he mean that ahmed knows girls.

"E7trm nfsk abdullah thy 56ebty"

56eebti? 5eer ykthbbb? bs thats cute

They all seemed so supervised

"May6l3 kbrnaa wallah" A girl said

Anoud held my hand and said "Allah ytmmha you cuties"

She sounded so kind, i liked her.

Abdullah elw95 didn't say any word.

Ahmed held my hand and walked away

"Aywaa 56eebtk ajal" I said

"ee shfeek enty 56eeebti" and he winked

 we entered the concert, it was so scary everyone were drunk

Abdullah came to ahmed and handed him a drink bs ahmed refused 6b3n and abdullah was looking at me and laughing mafhmt whats his point. ahmed took me far away from him i wouldn't blame him abdullah bje7, and creepy! bs the problem shway rj3na wara fa i cant see anything

"Ahmed i cant see anything they're all tall!"

Ahmed shalni bdoun ma adri

"hey what do you think you are doing" I yelled at him

"tben tshoufen 97?"

w rf3ni.

I didnt mind seriously i wanna see the concert and it was such amazing concert!!!

when we were leaving it was so cold i started to shiver

"Are you cold?" Ahmed said

"No Im not" I didnt want to say that im cold 3shan he doesnt say i told you so.

"You are g3da trtjfeen"

"Okay maybe I am, adri btgouli i told you so"
"I tooold youu sooo" He giggled

f95 his jacket w lbsni yah

"No ahmed its cold 3lek too w astahl ana eli masm3t elklam"I said.

"mabek tmr'6een 7beebti bs next time when i say something esm3eni i said no to your clothes 3shan shfti elmshfou7 elbjee7 shswa feek"

"Im really sorry i promise you bsm3 klamk next time bs t3al men hathola are they shltk?"
"Kaanu, not anymore"

"Keef not anymore?"

"you came and changed me b9ra7a knt m95ra zayhum bs lamn 3rftk it all changed"

"you used to drink or smoke???" I looked shocked and scared

"Nooo wallah el3'6em i never drank bs i used to smoke not anymore"

"El7amdellaah 7sbt"

"Are you hungry" he asked trying to change the subject

"Im starving"

"Mac or burger king?" he asked

"Mac mac mac"

"yallah"

we ate w it got really late fa ahmed w9lni elapartment making sure i was safe, w he headed home.

Sunday, October 20, 2013

Chapter 4

So I was walking until I saw this adv. about kanye west concert on the weekend I decided to go and buy a ticket even though i was going  alone whatever i mean its  kanye yarb I must see him!!!!

"Hi i wanna buy a ticket for kanye"
"just one" 
"yeah"
"okay can you show me your ID please?"
-Giving him my ID-
"Miss you know you cant enter the concert without an adult +19"
"aaa3 c'mon ill be 19 in april"
"Im really sorry"
Idea popped on my mind to buy a ticket for whoever wants to enter the concert but with a rule that he/she will let me enter with her/him. way to go lamaa. 

So the weekend came finally!!! and i gotta feeling that it'll be so good. 

"So where are you going tomorrow" Ahmed asked me
"hmmm to kanye concert"
"9dg my friends galooli ajy  bs glt ashoof if you had a plan"
How cute is he y2jl kanye 3shaniii???! so another Idea popped on my mind
To ask him to go with me a7sn min a stranger
"Hey ahmed"
"3younah"
"ana 3younk?"
"enty kli"
"mdami klk abi a6lbk 6lb bs a5af trdni" giving him a puppy eyes. 
ee yemken eni g3da atmel7 shwaya bs i swear mu 3shan elconcert hes just cute.
"smii? amrii? la  t5afen must7el ardk lw t6lben 3youni ma ardk ana"
I giggled w 5doodi 9art 6ma6m magdrt a6lb!!!  g3dt sakta for a minute
"shfeek mst7ya esh b'3eti lama?"
"I know its crazy bs i will go to the concert with a stranger 3shan lazm with a adult" giving him again a puppy eyes
"Majnooona enty?  with a stranger? concert? t3rfen kla drunk people there trou7en l7allkkk" he looked so angry.
"ee y3ni mra abi arou7 esh aswi"
"t3rfen law 9arlk shay esh mumkn y9rli????" he said
"Ahmeddd mar7 y9eerli shay"
"Laa manty ray7a ketha ensi"
"6yb 5la9 ent t3al m3ay"
"wen elticket"
i pulled the ticket from my bag and handed to him
"5la9 okay bs bshr6"
"what is it" 
"actually shar6een"
"b3d allah ystr" with a frown on my face
"First, its a date"
"Wha??"
"2a2a2a.. tben trou7en" 
"bs ahmed laa esh eli date" wajhi glb a7mr
"ee 97 wsh eli date b concert thats not romantic! elyoum blel ill take you to a date dinner"
"uf akrhk t3rf ng6t '63fi" I LOVE HIM i really do and i hate that im falling in love with him!!!
"a7bk" he whispered
I giggled 
"ee 97 w elshr6 elthani" he reminded me
closed my eyes hoping its a good thing w it doesnt make me feel embarrassed again.
"Goleeli km elticket w brj3lk elflous" he said
"Laaaa walllaaah malk daaa3i ma benna ahmeed"
"mu 3la kaifk"
"Many gayla"
b3d m7awlat kthera..
"no deal ajal?" he said
"uf tghr" i said
"you know enty a7la w a6yb bnt gbltha b7yati"
"stop that" i blushed.
he laughed then i laughed with him. y3ni his laugh a9ln t5leni I laugh!

I got back home wore a red dress since its a "dinner date" and tomorrows the concert

wore my black heels and ahmed came to pick me up

"wowww youuu look gorgeous mashallah just like always bs whoah you're sexy"
"shut up" w 6geta b my clutch. ee afshll gltlkom im not the type eli she falls in love t3rf tgoul klam cheesy and stuff.
He laughed and stared at me before we leave
I stared back into his eyes bdon ma a7s until i realized 
"Yallah mshena" I said trying to make this not awkward
"Yallah"
"oh by the way where are you taking me"
"somewhere"
"its a superise y3ni"
"yup" he winked

we arrived to a my favorite restaurant ive been craving it for weeks!!!

we sat and we talked normally
 no cheesy stuff wla tmel7 wla shay.
until
He stared in me for toooo long i was so nervous ban 3lay
"Hey Lama amana '6aygtk aw shay lamn gltlk tjeen m3ay on um a date"
"Laaaa ahmed shd3waa bl3aks"
"bl3aks?" bynshg wajha min his smile
"I mean" wajhi glb
"you mean what" lsa hes smiling
"5la9 ahmed trying to cover my face by moving my head and letting my hair cover my face.
"tst7een"
"shrayk"
"yaaaazeeeeeenhooooom" screaming
"shh shfek ahmed elnas g3d y6al3on fena"
"m3lesh shswi t7mst w 5lehum yshofon 3adi"
I giggled.
"6yb lama"
"3younha"
"tslmli 3younha" he said. 
ketha elnas yrdoon mu ana...
"t7beni"
"ahmeeeed"
"yallah gouli enk t7beeni"
"6yb yemken ma a7bk"
"Esh?" his smile turned into a frown.
"ee ma a7bk amout feek" 7awlt arg3ha w el7amdellah '6ab6t bs i really do!!! bs maknt 7aba a3trf
"ana mu m9dg"
I faked smile w kan bayn eni t'6ygt l2na he didnt say he loves me back
he stood up and pull a box from his pocket 
My jaaaaw dropped what the fuck is he proposing or what....

Thursday, October 17, 2013

Chapter 3

Hello everyone! so im not in saudi bs im writing this chapter by my phone so im trying my best w sam7oni law kant g9eera..

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A month later..

Ahmed acted really like a family mag9r m3ay infact he was really cute! I spent everyday, every minute and every damn second with him. since I dont really know people here yet. i liked every second. He helped me with painting my walls, and buying the furniture.  he showed me around. took me to dinner. bs el7amdellah it wasnt awkward not even a bit kan m7trm nafsa, he did flirt bs the way he flirted was funny mu kareeh zay bagi el3yal..

We were jogging in the hyde park when we suddennly bummed into a girl "AHMED"  we both turned to look at her
She was a brunette, skinny, light eyes and perfect curvey body. way way perfect from me.
"Anoud"  he wasn't so exciting like her.
"Eh! Anoud! shlounch?"
"Kuways el7amdella" Ahmed said. without asking her  how is she.
"Shfech mi5tfy ma9rna nshofch?" Anoud said
and i felt like a jdar.
"Ensh'3lt wallah" He said
She gave me a shitty look I dont know why
"w menu hathi" faking a smile
"Hathi lama, my childhood and family friend" making things clear to her.
but he didnt made things clear to me
when I gave him a look he realized that
"Lama hathi Anoud.."
Thats it? no explaination. why am I jealous Im not suppose to be jealouse we're only friends.
Mdeet yadi "Tsharfnaa"
"Feek" w slmt.
"5anshofkum la tg63 ahmed, w lama we should have a girl night out" winking.
I lauged. "Sure we should" "Yallah bye" she said we waved back.


"Sooo anoud ajal" I was faking a laugh while running. this is so damn hard.
He didnt realize what I meant with that until i winked.
"HEEEY LA FAHMTI '3L6"
"Eee sure;)"
"WALLAH LAMA" he held my hand and stopped me
"Haw shfeech Ahmed I wont judge w mar7 a3lm a8d 3addii" faking a kuwaiti accent
"Laa mu 3n ketha bs its true mafi shay beni w benha"
"6yb 9dgtch" Faking a laugh.
El7amdellah I hope hes not lying I really hope that!

Wednesday, October 16, 2013

Chapter 2

Etha 7seto chapter one feha shay mu wa'67 please tell me and thank youu.

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SEPTEMBER 1, 2013

"Mama 7beebti I promise I will be online on skype 24/7 w ill phone you and text you everydamn day la tbkeeeen"

"ee wallah ya wailk matrdeen bathb7k w ant7r waraak Im gonna miss you so much 7beeebti good luck w mafi l3b edrsi 7beebti" said mom with tears streaming down her face

"Akeed enshallah"

gave my my mother and father kiss on their foreheads, hugged my sisters so tight tears were filling my eyes bs I need to show them that Im strong enough and went to the airport.

"FLIGHT L92716 TO BAHRAIN, START BOARDING"

I went to the gate, entered the flight sat on my seat calmly and suddenly before even depurating I cried my eyes out. I didnt know if i could do this! Ill miss my family and friends so much!

So we had this transit thing stopping in bahrain. 

"Im going transit should I get out from the plane or stay" 

"Oh yes you are going to italy?" 

"No to london"

"Oh no you need to switch planes can I see your ticket?" 

I gave her my ticket

"You got 15 minutes you might wanna run"

"15? What? Okay thaank you"

I got off the plane and ran as fast as I can I even can here my name in a announcement "Miss.Lama AlX please go to gate G827391 to london heathrow, flight departure"

"SHIT SHIT SHIT IM LATE" Screaming I could feel people staring ugh.

I entered the plane, looking for my seat.
A9

Okay so I found my seat and guess whos next to me? This is the last thing/person I was expecting.

AHMED!

ah so what now. -acting like I didnt see him or didnt know him- his headphones were on so he didnt notice I guess until I sat.

"LAMA" "IS THAT YOU" He said with excitement and shocked voice

"Yeah its me" faking smile

"Its been a year, why are you going to london"

"Im moving there"

"AMA! which college"

"King's college"

"ANA HINAK allah y3eenk bnshblk nashba"

"Ya 7'6i" with non excitement voice

He talked about the living there and bla bla when I couldnt help myself I tried to held my tears but I couldnt he notice me sobbing and tears streaming down my face.

"Lama! Lama shfeeeek?"

"Nothing"

"LAMA goleeli shfeek '6aygtk tbeni agoum?"

Awww no he was so nice I dont want him to think like that!

"No Its not thaat, I just cant help being far away from my family and alone" and sobbed really hard. mskeen wallah he had to hear me sobbing and see my ugly face.

"Hey hey lama you're not alone *holding my hands* and you can count me your family, when ever you feel lonely wela you need anythingg law 7ta 6a7 mnk shay you can call me okay?"

ugh I hate when guys are cute!!!! Hes soo sweet! and I guess I can be friends with him y3ni hes my childhood friend w omi t3rf oma so a7s 3adi

"okay" I said while calmly closing my eyes

"Yallah 3afyaa smile yallah" he gently wiped away my tears.

trying, trying, trying to smile and.. failed. I gave him a frown I couldnt help or control it.

then he made a joke about me stealing his puppy and I laughed so hard.


Chapter 1

July 17th, 2012
Knightsbridge, london.

"Law sma7ti 9degy bmout 3leek 7ram 3leek 5thi ragma, pin, whatsapp w etha ma3jbk la tklmena"

I stayed in silent while yasmeen is dying from laughter

"eskti ya 7ywana la t'67keen bynshboun akthr ketha"

"Shaswi y'67koon" Yasmeen said.

"shut up may'67k wla y'67koun"

"Lama I know you are not interesting in relationships bs 7ram the guy min awl mawsalti london w hw nashb w shofi a9ln yst7i 9dega eli yje ytklm w hw mnzl rasa w hes a hottie w stylish kaml w elkaml allah"

"Laa yasmen must7el mabi 3yal mabi"

"bra7tk bs b3den t3ali ebki gouli im a senior w ela al7en magd 7bet b7yati"


2 days later..

"Lama try this valentino skirt I bought you 7g elafternoon tea elyoum m3 5altk wadha"

"What afternoon tea mama? wa3dt 97bati a6l3 m3hum elyoum"

"Lama 7beebti baz3l law majeeti tfshleni gdam 5altk wadha galtli ajeebk enty blthat w wldha byji"

"Eshh? men wldha? 3eb mama n3m 5thi 3bdullah la ta5theeni" -3bdullah my older brother-

"esh eli 3eeb wld 5altk wadha tra w bkoon ga3da m3ak yallah trwshi w swi sh3rk w elbsi"

"uhh 6yb bs aklm elbnat agoulhum ma7aji"

So im lama, my bestfriend more like a sister yasmeen we grew up with each others we're both juniors turning to seniors!!! and 5alti wadha isnt my aunt shes my mother's friend so i call her 5ala.

I straightened my hair with big waves endings, applied some blusher, thin eyeliner and mascara and finished the look with a peachy lipgloss color. wore my chanel pearl necklace a baby pink tshirt with the baby pink valentino skirt and my hermes white slipper.

We arrived to the Grosvenor house b9ra7a akthr shay 5lani ar'6a w at7ms lah hw elcheesecake 7ghum finaaally it has been ages!!

"Hathek 5altk hena t3ali"

I just followed her without looking where she really is

"Ahlaaan b lama a5eern mab'3ena nshoofk kbarti" while kissing my cheeks

"Hatha Ahmed? ma3goola? kbrt bsmellah 3leeek" Mama said

My eyes bugged out that they all noticed that m3ada omi cause she was looking at him

I couldnt believe it the guy who was following me everywhere eli 9dega nshbli ela a5th rgm ahmed.

"Ahmed hathi bnti lama t'thkrha?"

His face turned into a red tomato he kept looking on the floor while saying hi.

t'thkrhaa what?? did i knew him before i dont remember that i bet he doesnt too.

so jalsna 6ab3n 5alti w mama gamu ysolfon w nso enna e7na mawjodeen.

I started to get bored. I texted yasmeen million times but her last seen was a hour ago.

"So lama" He said

"Yeah"

"How old are you"

"Im 17"

"Oh ee 97 i remember you were younger than me b2 years"

"You remember me?"

"Kef ansak enty a5thti my puppy you owe me" he laughed

"Ohhhh i remember you now Im reaaaally sorryyy I was a kid km tbi"

"Min jdddkk? wallah knt amz7 bs abi athkrk feni wallah"

"I remember you afshal yallah"

"Hahaha no you dont 3adi you were 6"

so we talked about his life and mine, he lives here in london studying architecture engineer, what i exactly want, architecture in london. thank god he asked me first before telling me 3shan he doesnt think i became architecture 3shana!

I wasn't expecting that but I think i kinda maybe little liked him.

"M3 elslama 5lena nshoofkom etha jeto elriyadh" Mama said.

"Enshallah 7beebti w enty lazm tjeen elshargya nmsheek feha" 5ala Wadha said.

Ahmed and I said goodbye to each other and we left.

My mind wouldnt stop thinking.. if he remembered mayst7i yla7g wray hw w 9dega?