"LAMA" anoud my best friend texted me.
anoud and I didn't talk for long time now, because all of the college projects, and ahmed.. she was also busy with her wedding which will be on december when i go back to riyadh.
"Sami"
"OPEN SKYPE NOW SOS"
I kinda got worried 3la 6wl i went online
"Shfeek anoud" i said
anoud looked angry w mt'6ayga
"lama mu 3ajbni eli g3d tsweena"
I got more worried, eli g3d asweh? what am i doing b'6b6
"Esh ely g3d asweeeh?"
"Ahmed w enty, kla klam g3d y6l3 3nk lama!"
"Wsh elklaam 6yb?"
"Enk daym 24/7 ttmsheen m3ah gdam elnas w someone told my friend shafok w enty w hww.." she didn't continue the sentence. "bs 6b3n ana ma9dgt" she said
"Anoud shafooni w ana esh? tklmi?"
"have you ever did something with ahmed? y3ni you know"
"you mean hugged him wela kissed him??"
"Yes!" she said
"6B3N LAA ANOUD WSH HAL KLAM T3RFENI I WONT EVER DO THAT! ahmed is very generous he won't ever touch me."
its true what i said to her, i knew ahmed for too long now its been 5 months aw akthr i spent every minute with him but he never touched me, didn't even try. he does flirt, tease me but he didn't and won't ever touch me.
"eee lama esh fek gltlk ma9dgt bs jet agoulk 3shan t3rfeen mujtm3na don't hang out with him in public!"
"5la9 i won't ya allah 3la 6oul ma slamna min lsan hal nas 7ta w e7na b3deen 3nhoum, elmuhm anouda meen eli galtlk elw95a"
"wa7da galt el9degti m3ay blclass mat3rfena w mala da3i mshakl"
"anoud hathi sum3a! lazm tgouleli"
and she told me the name. i didn't think of anything to do yet anoud galtli don't do anything a7sn 3shan ma tkbr w yntshr elklam asr3.
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Incoming call: ahmed
to tell him or not?
"Hey baby" ahmed said
"Hi"
"Whatcha doing?" he asked
"i was skyping with 3noud"
"oh g63tkom wela 5rbt 3lekom?"
"Laa la skrt minha gabl 5 minutes a9ln"
"kuways 6yb shrayk n6l3?"
"hmm wain?"
"wain matbeen 7beebti"
"mabi nas allah y5aleek!"
"Movie and pizza?" he asked
"ee 3ndi?"
"5la9 okay 10 minutes"
"okay ill be waiting"
few minutes ahmed came we went down, fi next to us movie rent store w dominz pizza
"The heat?" ahmed asked
"watched it" i said
"um we're the millers?" he said
"but i don't feel like laughing?" giving him a sad frown.
"whats wrong babe cheer up yallah smile" and he did some moves to make me laugh
"can we watch the notebook please!!!!"
"if thats what you want, sure"
we took our pizza and the notebook and went back to my apartment on our way i told ahmed the rumors that anoud told me.
"So i don't think its a good idea to hang out in public b amakn feha s3oodyen" I said
"bs lama you know i will marry you, you are my wife!"
I looked down, looked like i ran out of words "I know ahmed bs.. people don't know that and we are not officially engaged! y3ni esh y'6man li"
"Esh y'6man lk? I called my mother gdamk! t7sben i would lie to you" he seemed really angry
"I know bs elmeta ahmed elmeta?" I asked angrily
"law tbeen now then yallah lets book the nearest flight to riyadh w ajy atgdmlk"
"No we can't leave now shrayk on december, ejazat christmas w ana a9ln brj3 3shan 3rs 3noud"
"5la9 on december, I can't wait!!!"
"I can't wait too!" i've never felt this happy before and i know on that day i know ill feel more than this.
we ate pizza while watching when the movie finished i cried a river left 3la ahmed lgeta naym -_-
"AHMED" and i was sobbing
"shfeeeek whats wrong why are you crying lama?" gam mafjou3 ma aloma bs his reaction kant tf6s '67k
I laughed for minutes and he gave me the silly look.
"Its no..nothing its just that they died" and i gave him a sad face
"who died???" he asked
"ali and noah"
he grabbed a pillow w rmaha 3lay
"YA 5RA YOU SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME A7SB FEK SHAY WLA A7D MAT"
"I love you" i laughed
"I love you more ya 5ra" and he took the pillow again w rmaha 3lay.
"its getting late yallah brj3 goodnight, sleep tight" ahmed said
"you are leaving:(" i asked
"ee 7beebti I've got an essay maktbta w its 11 already"
"okay bye"
"ill miss you"
and he looked at my eyes the way noah looked at ali
"ill miss you too" hiding half of my face behind the door.
"bye" he waved
"byeee"
and he walked downstairs.
the next day i woke up with no text from him thats weird and his last seen was 10:30 which made me more worried.
"Ahmeddd"
their was only one check that means mayw9la
I went to call his apartment no one answered
i had to go check on him in his apartment because i was getting really curious!
I knocked the door and knocked no one answered.
ahmed always had an extra keys hid under his matte.
i got the extra key from down the matte and opened the door.
I've found ahmed laying on the floor 3la 6wl next to the door, with bruises and blood all over his face and body
"AHMED AHMED" my tears started to drawn like never before